Total Sigh

It's been so hard for me lately. I don't know what God wants to do in my life right now. I feel like I'm hopeless. I feel like I'm done with this. This very little hope is desperate. It's driving me crazy. I am tired of crying. I'm tired of being down and drowned. I feel like it won't happen that way.

Tired.

Angry.

Sad.

Everything is undeniable.

They asked me to be strong as I use to be.

I am still human.

I embrace my tears so tightly.

one thing, Dad...

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