Wednesday, October 26, 2016

Menjengukmu Sebentar

Hai, apa kabar?
Udah lama gue gak nulis di blog. Anyway.. Sorry for skipping my promised posts (?) I simply don't have enough time to write. Hiks :"
So yeah.. sekarang gue lagi ada di sela-sela break time kelas gue. Gue lagi ada di perpustakaan fakultas gue. Ya, fakultas baru. Kampus baru. Lingkungan baru. Somehow, kadang gue ngrasa sebenernya hidup gue lagi di reset pelan-pelan sama Tuhan. Gue seneng... sekaligus insecure. karena rasa-rasanya semua ini sedikit banyak menakuti gue. Takut akan hal-hal biasa you know. Seperti..... takut that I cant survive with e v e r y t h i n g.
Gue berada disini sekarang pun adalah masa-masa dimana gue sedang dalam masa introvert gue. Galuh never walked alone through the corridors or anywhere. She never. Unless she wanted to. But now, I do and somehow I kinda want it. Almost everytime. Simply like.. I dont like people. hahaha LOL. Indeed not like what I used to be.

Gue lagi mengalami beberapa problema yang somehow..... bikin gue males berpikir. Entah gue lelah, entah gue jenuh, entah gue sedih, entah gue..................... gue nggak ngertif.
Mungkin lo bisa bilang kalo gue ada di masa masa kejenuhan gue. HAHA BUT HELLO IT"S JUST THE BEGINNING, GIE!

I lose my way. I lose myself. Somehow it is suck. It ALWAYS suck. I need more.... more than this. I am in a crisis of mind. I am in the climax of my negative mind and all the negativity inside me. I am on the top of it.

well.. 3 minutes to go to the laboratory. I have my practicum again.............
wish me luck